I'm an odd one.
I avoid this place for month at a time because I feel guilty that I'm not feeling creative or drawing anything worth the effort of putting it up for viewing, and then I feel guilty for avoiding, which makes me not want to reappear even worse 'cause the dreaded catch up that involves.
To be honest, I'm not even sure why I'm posting now. I use my LiveJournal almost every week to gripe and moan about stuff, so this journal gets neglected while I avoid dA anyways. I never claimed to make sense.
I'm not even posting any art. I usually only return from my periods of avoidance when I have something to show for all that time I was missing. I've got nothing. I've actually been far more busy persuing the life of an under appreciated fanfiction writer. It doesn't help that I'm only writing Kasanoda/Tetsuya based fics at the moment, and the fandom for that pairing seems to consist only of myself. That's not to say I'm not drawing, 'cause I am....just mostly Tetsuya.
I guess it's weird. If I'm not drawing Kingdom Hearts stuff I just feel like it's pointless to put it on my dA. I can't really draw KH anymore. I ran outta steam, no more creative juices left. Now, come September that might change, but that's months off. (I am trying to remain 358/2 Days spoiler-free, but am only moderately successful right now.)
Well, thanks for listening to me ramble.